Friday, August 10, 2012
How can you say?
Will we talk a while? Or rather, Will you listen for a moment? I guess you're busy, as they always have been, but I want to tell you something. Please stop writing or looking at the object you look, instead look at me I'm here. I know that the business is important, I also understand that you have to work but are just a few minutes of your time I want.
Yes, you told me you love me, and told me I think. But I know that, indeed, only in the moments that we see, when you remember this face. No please, do not say that only seek to discuss and nothing satisfies me. Do not offer me material things that I do not care even if you think otherwise. I just ... I loved you too.
Today I woke up drenched in silence, and I wondered how to tell you all this. Would you stop that call for later? Do you have to answer that e-mail right now? Yes, I understand ... I always did, and you have to admit I never thanked her. Do not say that, do not seek to discuss, really.
Every time you remember your nice words, I relive all the good that made me feel. I also learned to know over time, until I realized that I just do not need. Yes, I know what I'm saying.
I always wanted to have the opportunity to "protect you? and support you, to exercise my "work? as your companion, but did not happen because it was not looking for me to tell you about your problems or ask for advice, there was always someone more "qualified? I. I needed someone who needed me, and I do not know you needed ... what you needed, never dared to tell me. Neither dared to share your plans or your dreams, or build a "future and we?. Will you were busy working for the future, and the "future? would see what it was. The future is, what is this, if today was just someone walking behind you in the future would still be that. I should be at your side who was to remain at your side tomorrow.
Soon we had on hand to give, and although this was not a good sign we continued walking until I fell behind, and not your eyes viraste your hand and I tended to encompass. Now you're so far away that I can not reach you, and indeed, I stopped my walk and not long ago you noticed. Did you know that your home I took my clothes? What I took from my mobile phone and your photo, I stopped and continued to call and forgot the words to "our song? I figured you had not noticed those "little details?, Although custom still say to me" love ...?. Yes, I know you are waiting for the Lord Duarte, and is a very important customer. Do not worry, do not take any more time, as a "busy man? can not lose. I prefer to think that one day I wanted, I think that one day we were something, want to think to keep my photo in your wallet and at night dreaming of me, that one day you worried about me to the same extent that you care about your papers; one day you made the most important call of the world, and that this call was addressed to me.
One day I wanted to take the place of your laptop, it would abide by your attention, to be your mobile to get your lips constantly near mine no matter the time or place. One day I wanted to be so many things, and none of them left.
"What do you want from me? ?, Is your question. Well ... I do not want anything. All I ever wanted was you, but at this point everything has changed. You were never for me, and I was never for you.
All day I wondered:
How can you say? How to say ... do not love him?
I think with all this,
enough is enough ...
and too much.
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